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Obsession:
That is what I call it,
For no other name would suffice;
As strange as it may seem,
There is no other go,
Than to be obsessed.
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In love, there are no games,
But she plays,
As if,love was,
Her own game
3
There was not a day,
When I did not look forward,
To her coming;
And when she did,
I lost all,
And became a loser
4
I used to believe,
In me and my self;
But there remains,
Not a shred,
Of that belief,
Or of me.
5
Day and night,
I fought my mind’s plight;
But all it wanted to do,
Was think of her,
And I knew,
That I was fighting,
A lost battle.
6
She took me by a storm,
And I shook like a frail leaf;
There was nothing I could do,
Than watch myself,
Being trodden by her lotus feet.
7
The fragnance of her thoughts,
Fills my heart,
And there is no longer room,
For anything else,
Other than her.
8
By my heart,
By my self,
She has me;
And I know not,
What I shalst do.
9
Like the captive,
Who fell in love,
With the captor,
I am bound by her,
Within and without,
And I seek no release.
10
She seems to see me not,
And I lay at her feet,
Pleading for a glance,
That could save me,
From this torture
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In the depths of her eyes,
Do I see the door,
To my transcendance:
Of transcending to,
A world beyond the mundane,
Beyond the torture,
Of the innumnerable days and nights,
That have passed.
(1)
aankhon ki ye jo kahani
samja karo na
dil ki he ye jo zubaani
samja karo na
tere khaabon mein khoye he jaanam
maana karo
hum tujpe marthe he jaanam
dekha karo
dil ko chookar aasmakar
tune ye kya kar diya
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this story of the eyes, please understand;
this language of the heart, please understand;
i am lost in your dreams, please accept;
i am crazy in your love, please see;
you touched my heart
and took it away;
O, wat have you done to me.
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(2)
ab kaise ye faasle
kaise ye duriyan
ab ho gaye paas mere
saare ye manzile
dil hi dil mein khil rahi he
pyar ki ye kali
aasu banke beh rahi he
pyar ki ye nadi
dil ko chookar aasmakar
tune ye kya kar diya
————————–
there no longer are any separations and distances
my destinations have all become so close
In my heart blooms the flower of love
And as tears flows the river of love.
you touched my heart
and took it away;
O, wat have you done to me.
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(3)
ab na rahe kwaahishen
na rahe ilthije
sab pyar hi pyar he
har khadi har khadam
tharsaona itna humko
seh na payenge hum
aaj barsaado na jaanam
pyar ki baarishen
dil ko chookar aasmakar
tune ye kya kar diya
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there no longer are any wishes
nor any prayers;
all that is, is love,
in every moment, at every step.
torture me not, so much,
i am unable to bear it.
shower on me today,
the rains of love.
you touched my heart
and took it away;
O, wat have you done to me.
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Look around; you see a world in space and time; in 3 dimensions (some may see more). It’s made of solids, of liquids and vapors.
This is your reality, and your’s alone; Why? Let’s take the case of a snail; its persistence of vision is hugely lesser than that of a human eye and just because of this mere variation, to a snail, the whole world is slower and its eyes/brain will not even register fast moving objects/event. Thus its experience of world is totally different from ours and equally true. Similary, other reasons( like the way the senses work, the way the brain registers, the life span, the mode of living etc) create a wholly different experience of the world, for different beings.
Now, lets take a radically different approach, and consider the mechanics of quantum particles. It’s said, that the building blocks of our universe are atoms; and what are atoms made of? Electrons, protons and neutrons. And, what are they made of? they, in turn, are made of quantum particles. So in effect, our world, our universe, is a quantum world, built on quantum particles.
Now, what are quantum particles? they are, merely, energy pulsations, appearing and disappearing in time-lines less than a nanosecond. Thus, inferencially, our world is nothing but pulsation of energy appearing and disappearing in time.
Now, tell me friends, ain’t it time to question your Reality?
This is via NerdTests.com. The folks at NerdTests have upgraded their Test and have made it Nerdier… and no surprises here, I perform better. 
Here is the result and my Title (“Carry it proudly!“, they say) :
Go ahead and find your “nerdousity” too…
Good Luck!
Now I am lost;
I see no beginning, no end;
Nor do I want to;
For I want to be lost,
Lost without an identity,
So that all that remains,
Is her.
She did to me,
What the Divine,
Does to the devotee:
She made me her,
And I am no more;
Ah, Love! Don’t you see,
What you have made of me?
So, been long, Yeah; but, in the meanwhile, had been doing these stupid things…so that I can maintain some sanity in this chaos. Ha, talking of sanity, I took this Insanity Test…and got the following result: 14.204545454545455% Insane.
But I guess, that’s just the percieved insanity. 
http://www.penddraig.co.uk/pen/tests/sanity.htm
The nights and days,
That had gone,
Have told a few tales,
Of the past and of the future,
A few tales, of that,
That are known and unknown.To tears and smiles,
They led to;
Love and pain,
They taught too.Ah! Pain, the remainder,
Of all that I have gone through,
You paint my vision red.
You still hide away, my love,
You still hide away;
I desperately sink in my own tears,
And my heart melts at the slightest flutter;
Ah! Love, what have you made of me?You did come and show me you sweetness,
And depart, like a shadow at night,
Niether did I know you come,
Nor did I know you leave;
But you have left within me,
A vast space voided,
Voided of yearning,
Which only you can fill. This denial, O, my Love,
Not long can I stand;
My heart sobs away, relentlessly:
An unceasing call to thee. Come, my Reason,
Come to this deprived soul,
And rain your mercy,
On this parched self.
When the dawn appears, I shall not be.
Because the dawn that shall appear, will be the dawn of Love; and in Love there is niether me nor thee. Ah! sweet love, why this play of hide and seek ? Come and I shall embrace you; flow over me and render me formless, like thee.
My heart jumps with joy, at your farthest call,at your slightest whisper. Call me and I shall follow thine sweet voice, through hills and vales, through darkness and light, through day and night.
When you first touched me with that sweetness of yours, I had known that all those years of callousness had been wasted. But then, you have eluded from me for quite a long time; come O, Love, give me that which I yearn for; give me that, for which I may die for.
Male:
The flowers that I draw, my dear, are fragnant,
And the fire that I draw may scald thy fingers;Female:
If all that are inanimate,
Are thus brought to life,
What shalst become of me,
Who breathes life?M:
You are a painting,
That takes my breathe away.M:
Dots unite with dots,
To become the painting;
Heart unites with heart,
To become the poem;F:
Every line has a part,
In the big picture;
And when everythings gets connected,
It becomes Love.M:
With blue,is the sky painted;
In what colour do we,
Paint our Love?F:
Come,touch my shyness,
With your fingers,
And with that colour,
Let’s paint our Love.F:
Where resides the painting’s life?M:
It resides in the eyes of the beholder.F:
Where resdides the Love, in the feminine?M:
It resides there, where man has not touched.F:
You are the one who paints,
And then captures the heart of the feminine.M:
Come my Love, and unite,
Like the rain drop,
That escaped the cloud,
To join the earth’s lap;
This is the translation of a song from the movie “Anbe Sivam”(which means ‘Love is God’). Such beauty, such depiction… couldn’t help it; again.
